introduction to start

well i guess i better start out with an intro. since my last blog, i have gotten married, moved back to texas, got a bun in the oven, got out of the army, deepened my relationship with God, and therefore with those whom i love, and am now the happiest woman in the world. the little guy, Colden, is due ANY DAY but is being stubborn, and wants to stay in as long as he can! he better hurry up though, cause his daddy leaves very soon for another deployment. :( this time we can't go together. i get to stay back here and be an army wife, which is a WHOLE NEW LIFESTYLE! i am pretty scared of raising Colden by myself for the first year, but at least he will not know the difference. poor Cliff has to go and leave us behind! it will be hard for him, and for me to watch him go. everyday waking up to see my best friend by my side is so amazing, and i will miss him so much! i don't understand how anyone else in this world could be happy having a husband that isn't mine. no one else would work for me. our relationship is amazing. i guess working so closely together for 4 years really let us know that we could get along. the amount of love makes my heart want to explode on a daily basis. i can't imagine what it will be like when i love him and his son at the same time! i look foreward to meeting the little guy, and don't want to be away from the big guy, but one of us has to do it.